After all these years of wandering, I appreciate it a lot, but also mature. Not so impetuous is no longer so in love with illusions, and more are no longer naive, all suggesting that I am no longer a child. I desperately want to protect the hearts of only a trace of naive, but time take away the relentless ... I really grew up. Formally entered the law of the jungle society, all too easy to be biting the blood DC, I can do is to stand up and struggle to go out, do not die in this battle, because below there are numerous battle, I for my goals and aspirations, I can only stick to it, I do not know if every time out in the fierce battle to survive ...

The beautiful 18-year-old no matter how good Love, like flowers, are also easily withered withered like flowers. Think about the age of 18 is really ignorant, can not be compared with today's children. If you really want to compare, then, that I was a fool, it is the idiot that. But I also have their own desire to have their own dreams.

The aspirations of the age of 18: "In the future I want to make money so that their families can lead a better life, to do the family umbrella, the patron saint." At that time the family is poor, I would like to try to make families better off.

19 at the age of desire: "God can not let the high point in a long, I have 19 years old but I have only 163cm, the future head of the family, the patron saint of the family I can not so short, I need a strong body have the ability to protect their own people. "Maybe God heard, I now grow up to 180cm.

The aspirations of the age of 20: "Some of my friends has a girlfriend, love is a feeling? Can not have someone to love me? They look very happy together! I thought how could a kind of strange feeling the love of God beyond the family, I also really want to have. "I am really an idiot, to the 20-year-old just love With the curiosity of the heart.

The age of 21 wish: "I'm so happy! I met a girl, I'm curious why the other girls cry? I hope this year my feelings have landed." That winter I happened to go out roller blading, met a girl, we still talk to. An appointment the next day to play with, wait for the girl a couple of girls come and let me slip took their friend circle, while my phone number, I did not refuse, there was no other ideas, I did not expect this time the hand has been led by four years. The girl, such as about to come to the rink, when she appeared in my sight, I put the girl on the side, and told her my friend I gotta go. Later discovered that she was crying ...

The aspirations of the age of 22: finally was distressed people love this feeling is really good! Lonely when finally there is someone in my mind, I am officially out of the singles ranks. I want her and kept me going was 22 years old, I went through life being a girlfriend until three years after that day.

The aspirations of the age of 23: Love is really not imagine so simple, sweet mixed with pain the pain than physical pain is more severe, seems to have been caught a lot of ice, bitter rub it into the heart, and this is my favorite and I hope she'll never break up and I get along, she said too many times, breaking up, and sometimes I even wonder if we will not in which one quarrel, separate, I'd rather she beat me call me also do not want to hear these words. Because she had walked into the depths of my heart ...

The age of 24 wish: I wanted a home, I want to get married I want to make money to give her a happy home, and only two of us home, I'm going to another city, where the opportunity will be more, uh, The ... Come on! for future happiness, "24 years old I went to Beijing with hope, with dreams, with determination, so we went. Far Beijing will not like we thought it would be simple and easy, getting my hopes, dreams, determination, a little passage of, coupled with a variety of pressure and emotional entanglements I am physically and mentally exhausted. I gradually came to realize that love without bread is so fragile and gentle touch will be broken into black, irresistible piggies just how out of touch, how ridiculous this statement. I feel I can not keep my love faint, and soon she was once again to break, I feel at this time to retain the language at this moment seemed so pale and weak! I acquiesced ...

25 at the age of desire: I went back to the dot back to the first place. Did not leave anything in addition covered with scars, are not good enough, do not blame anyone. I still love to wallow in the hurt pain can not get into a long, feeling like drug addiction, pain and happiness entangled I was reluctant to leave. perhaps only fully immersed in grief, I can feel she still have been in ... did not leave ... when the bell rang in the New Year, I decided to pull ourselves together and regain confidence in life. "later no intention to get to know a sister, she and I, we What the other side will understand without explanation, because our experience is very much like. Looking at her words, I can feel her sorrow, feel her grievance, I seem to be able to see through her heart, to say the pain that she would like to tell. She reveal the atmosphere made me feel so familiar! Sad, been deprived of the sorrow of the soul. My only thought is to help her come out, in fact, is it not get lost in them.

The same people have a lot of common language, my sister was listening to what I say, let me more want to help her to regain hope and grateful to her for believing in me. Sister, help you, while I was helping my own. When you say a word also constantly remind ourselves and remind ourselves to do it to you, so you believe the future is so beautiful, we should not go with limited time infinite sadness. I must help you to go out! I have always believed that the final victory belongs to us! Of pain as the driving force, good live ... let us thank the people we loved each other, thank you to accompany me so long time, you let me come to understand the feeling of love and be loved, you the days are nice! Although we can not be together stay together, but I will save the precious memories forever. Let me call you out: :Dear I want you to another location from the heart, because I want to be responsible for the other half in the future, although I am extremely sad farewells ... Please you must than I am happy ......