Lately I don¡¯t wanna do anything. I don¡¯t wanna feel anything. I¡¯m constantly worried about a man talking to someone else when this man isn¡¯t even my man. I¡¯m more cautious about it because now that he has cheated on me, I become interested in his every conversation. But he¡¯s not my man anymore. Is it wrong for me to keep on keeping him on his toes like that?

¡°I just want his attention. I don¡¯t want his heart. Maybe I just hate the thought of him with someone new.¡±

Everything in this Charlie Puth song is so right. I just want his attention. I already broke his heart. But I¡¯m definitely not ready to see him with someone new.

I don¡¯t like that I¡¯m always up his neck thinking about these girls he¡¯s meeting. I don¡¯t want to be. I can¡¯t help but be doubtful. I just wish I was heartless and don¡¯t feel anything. Because I don¡¯t want to feel anything at all. Not this stupid feeling of jealousy of a man who¡¯s not even mine. Not these feelings I still have for him. Not these feelings that he¡¯s repressing and not returning back to me. Not these feelings that he will eventually invest in another girl. I don¡¯t wanna think about it. I don¡¯t feel like doing anything. I don¡¯t wanna cry. I don¡¯t wanna be an attention hoe for him when he¡¯s not here. It doesn¡¯t have to be this tough. I don¡¯t want it to be like this.